Getting it all down....
Lately I stay awake all night because I have a fucked up sleep schedule. But while I lay awake until 4 every morning, I do a lot of thinking. Mostly thinking "What the fuck am I doing??" I consider my college life so far as a waste. All though I have good friends and many memories already, I know that I am not doing what I should be doing to give myself a better future. I skip classes, sleep way too much, don't do assignments. Also, in the last year I have put on a lottttttttt of weight. So this blog is going to be about what I feel about my life right now and what I plan to do about it.(and I don't really care if you read beyond this point. This is really so I can get it down in some sort of writitng and can look at it as a reminder of how I really want things)
#1: The weight I have put on is ridiculous. I am a fat piece of shit lately and I know this. I have put on at least 40 pounds in the last year. I would love to shed that all before the summer. So my first goal in the next couple of months is to lose 40 pounds.
#2: My GPA sucks and I know I am smarter than this and capable of much better. At the rate I am at I will never graduate. I will never get into my major working at the pace I am at. My GPA has gotten better every semester so far, but it still isn't good enough. I mean come on...I have a 2.1 cummulative in 2 years. So goal #2 is to do better in school.
#3: This isn't really a goal, but it is a point I want to make. So here it is....I don't want my biggest accomplishments in college to have anything to do with video games. I know that sounds funny to you, but I would say I spend at least 2 hours a day playing and that is pathetic. I should be doing something more constructive.
#4: Nobody knows this, but I have wanted to write something for the longest time. I don't care if it is a short story, a screenplay, or anything. I just want my ideas to go on paper and to get the kind of reaction out of it that makes me feel like I accomplished something intelligent.
Well that is the most of it. I just really needed to get it down so that I don't have to think about it every night when I can't sleep. So if you read all of this, Positive feedback is appreciated.
#1: The weight I have put on is ridiculous. I am a fat piece of shit lately and I know this. I have put on at least 40 pounds in the last year. I would love to shed that all before the summer. So my first goal in the next couple of months is to lose 40 pounds.
#2: My GPA sucks and I know I am smarter than this and capable of much better. At the rate I am at I will never graduate. I will never get into my major working at the pace I am at. My GPA has gotten better every semester so far, but it still isn't good enough. I mean come on...I have a 2.1 cummulative in 2 years. So goal #2 is to do better in school.
#3: This isn't really a goal, but it is a point I want to make. So here it is....I don't want my biggest accomplishments in college to have anything to do with video games. I know that sounds funny to you, but I would say I spend at least 2 hours a day playing and that is pathetic. I should be doing something more constructive.
#4: Nobody knows this, but I have wanted to write something for the longest time. I don't care if it is a short story, a screenplay, or anything. I just want my ideas to go on paper and to get the kind of reaction out of it that makes me feel like I accomplished something intelligent.
Well that is the most of it. I just really needed to get it down so that I don't have to think about it every night when I can't sleep. So if you read all of this, Positive feedback is appreciated.
posted by LUNCHBOX at 11:41 PM
3 Comments:
we should write a screenplay and create an impregnable comedic unit to rival that of Broken Lizard. That's a lie nothing will ever rival Broken Lizard.
For the record I do not merely copy your ideas, but I improve on them and their tenacity to become awesome. See, you spark the potential I just get it to the peak of said potential. All in all you are an inspiration to make all of us smarter, think about it.
the sky is the limit...and as far as the GPA goes try some aderall, it might help you focus a little more.
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